whatever, seriously.

I refused to blog recently due to blogger's system failure.
I've got tons and tons of thing to say.

First of all, student council.
I'm starting to doubt myself. Why did i even join in the first place?
It's like there's a limitation to whatever i do. Ugh.
After all, i'm not "that" type of person.

Tomorrow is teacher's day. I WANT TO GO BACK TO ADSS BADLY.
Oh yes, gotta prepare some presents for them.
SO many things to do, needa get my organiser updated.
Tomorrow i must wake up at 5AM and report to school at 6:45am
I seriously got no clue of what the heck we're doing tomorrow.

I hate myself.
Hate myself for not being to focus.
I REALLY NEED TO FUCKING STUDY FOR MY TEST IN 2 WEEKS TIME.
I'm really hopeless... Cant even control myself...

FUCK!





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Now i will just focus on getting 3.8-4GPA and go to either SP or NP.
I'm coming, No.1!